wooo.. internship finally end. my life can finally slow down alittle. actually when it end i actually quite happy, not because of lesser work, is because i feel that i have achieve and learnt really alot. eventhough my internship is somehow sometime stress but then when i think about it' atleast i learn more than other people. to be honest, i actually only feel that i only overwork myself once is when my colleague call me come at 830 and work till 8 pm with out breadfast( cause too rush. hahas) and lunch and dinner. that time is really.. WA... you know. cause i always feel, even if she dont agree with the same theory, she could atleast help, and not ignore, no matter what we are still same team and my boss colleague also agree with my logic cause my boss is on leave. and i did check the net that broth diffusion peameate will remain the same colour as the feed. but oo well... amazing i am not angry, i was just thinking maybe is a good chance to prove her, but she wouldnt listen. that why now i everything also call my boss to ask her, hahs! is also that time i realise that i can actually plan in my head in second. wow. i am really amaze by myself, cause she also never teach me how to do, just tell me need to do and walk off. is not i dont want to tell her to help me or tell my boss, is because i was thinking if i was her and people ignore my theory and carry on do and i was very confidence how would i react?hahas, and what for soil the relationship. and she really help me alot that why i cant really complain, must accept the way she is. hahas And sometime i automatically compare with other people, why other no need stay as late as me, but then i always feel is ok. cause i am really learning alot more. really alot. and i mean hands on. cause reading wise, i weekend also have to think how to improve my protocol, research and think. so confirm more then them, eventhough tired i am happy that i everyday dont have to do the same thing over and over again, atleast i get to analyse my own experiment. most important die or late also must eat breadfast, to prevent same senerio. sometime is not because i am late, is because i know if i come early, i also cant get to do my work, cause the place or equipment is being use, and i know around what timei can use.
to sum up what i learn: patience is the best flower in the garden of life! plan up to work/second. adapt to myself to other people fellings. think while doing. ( cause i would normally think and plan the rush through the work!) hahas. believe my boss hehe. and lastly is to plan my work really really well.
but i realise i really hate one thing. those people that dont know anything and just comment and comment is really irritating. so i just do and dont bother explaining to them, they are serious not asking they are like commenting. ooo well... work life. what to do.
not matter what, if i were to grade my internship. i will grade 9.5/10 cause i really got a good boss and co-boss (even though she sometime really... and she is oinh oinh)(her leadership skills also... torture me. ba!)but she is still great, and i really learn alot about science and myself. i believe i did my best, right mce. ;) ! yeah eventhough my co-boss is suppose to help me in my project, i believe i did my best to finish up most of my work on the day not matter how late so that my boss wont ask her help to do and complete. cause i thought she is really busy with her stuff.(true or not i really dont know, cause i always think if she's free she will come to help me asking). lastly thanks the people who had helped me in my internship, and is fun having fun colleague around. not all but most. =) the end
